[shyGhost]

friends~

2009-04-27T15:20:00.001+08:00

other then family friends is also very important in our life~
true best friend is some one who will
accompany by ur side when u r sad;u r happy
true best friend is some one you can
tell your feelings;tell your secrets~
(but secret is still secret)^^

due to every thing that happen this two years
i have learn alot from some friends and some "friends"
thanks for you guys to tell me
that the world is so reality~

some times i feel i'm living without presure when we were together~
=)
happy~
i would be glad to tell you dat~
my best friend named SUM HUI YEE

wat happen this two years tought me dat do not over trust friend~

[p/s:cant add up...soon]

bai PO C !!!!

2009-03-27T17:06:00.003+08:00

[hooi! uncle!stop!i wan buy roti!]

[let me taste~nice bo a...]

[uurrksss! aiyer so bad de o! ]

[aiyer~really taste not good leh~]

[come~let me try! no la~still ok a!]

HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU

2009-03-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

what do you think about this?

ok ma?

1st time make geh pillow~

100% hand made le~

when i see the smiles on your face

i think all my hard work is worth!

STOP PLAYING PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-11T15:52:00.003+08:00

since last year~
bout nov ~
some one who is very free started to play
misscall to my house~
i never noe why~
as wat my uncle say~
i dek zui them ady~
i also dunno why~
till today i still not yet find out who is that person~
i already get the num~
but cant find out who is that
trying to call he/she
but he/she very clever le~
he/she dun wan pick up the phone le~

plz...
pray for those ppl to die ASAP!!!!!!

if u really ng soong me~
or
if i really got dek zui u any thing just find me and talk lo~
need not do such childish things geh lo~
wasting ur time!
wasting my time!
wasting ur money when ever i have pick ~
plz la~dun be so stupid la~

dear god~
plz get this human who play phone in a trouble~

1st day of 1st montly test~

2009-03-10T15:50:00.002+08:00

10 of march~
today got AM BM and SEJ test~
i actually just study awhile~
and~yesterday
i sleep at 9pm
damn early~=.=
i totally dunno how to do~
the Q is actaully done b4 at tuition b4~
forget liao ~
hahaha~
BM is ask ppl den only noe where to read~
and read at the last moment~
but luckily wat i read got come out lo~
but~sej...
felt so sad lo~
some of the thing that i read got come out lo~
but~most of it i dunno how to do lo~
hohooh~i just remember
[emilio aguinaldo . ho chi minh . soekarno ]
hhohohohoh~

will die le~

exam coming soon~

2009-03-05T21:00:00.001+08:00

exam is coming really soon~
this is the 1st term exam~
i have no 'feeling' about it~
i dun understand why~

the thing is
till the date!
i never hold any books
i never do any revision~

hey!SHY u though u so clever meh!
no need study harh?

this is wat i always ask my self~
but~
still no 'feeling'
wahaha!

crazy liao geh lo~

4 march 2009

2009-03-04T15:51:00.004+08:00

today is wednesday!
every thing is still the same~
the school club and society had meeting
to choose new pengerusi and so on...
i never get any jawatan~
dunno why i feel so sad bout this
but nvm lo~
is also takdir lo~
i dun understand why i should sad bout this
and i feel unhappy bcos some of my friend
got alot of jawatan~
and~
i felt they should share some wf other ppl~
and~
the most thing that i unhappy is
some ppl who will not do thing for the club got to be
pengerusi of the club
hate!
the teacher will sure menyesal to choose she/he to become the
pengerusi!
hate those 'blind' teacher!!!!!!!

ps:i never specific who is the person i was saying..plz do not angry!

HATE

2009-02-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

i hate my life~

i hate myself to say i hate my life~

i guess

no one will understand

my situation otehr then myself...

i hate to be same class with some one i hate~

i hate to smiles to some one i actually hate~

i hate to smile to some one i actually hate~

i hate to talk to some one i actually hate~

i hate the thing i hate~

i hate i hate the thing i hate~

no one will know why~

even myself

but~

i just hate it!

please god bring out of this dark life~

i dont wish to life like dis any more~

i hate

to be living in the world with fake friendship~

i hate

to be living in the world with fake smiles~

i hate

to be living in the world full with gosip~

i just HATE every thing i have now~

DO YOU THINK U LIVE IN A COMFORTABLE LIFE?

2008-10-11T12:21:00.013+08:00

wat do you think bout your life?

your life is comfortable?

your life is boring?

your life is nothing?

do you live in a house wf roof?

do you eat everyday?

do you obe or thin?

do you complain everyday?

we some time do not appreciate wat we have...

have you though b4 wat happening in the other country?
they have

no food...

no house...

no school...
no cares...
no family...

no every thing...

life being empty...

BUT

they still trying hard to survive...

how about you?

have food

have house wf roof

have place to study

have $

have family

have everything

BUT

why we do not 'use' it correctly...

why do we will always complain..

even just a small matter...

wat if your mother cook bad lunch

answer is [complain]
we are actually live in a comfortable life...
do not complain too much
just accept the un-accepted...

is not to late for you to change!

try too change yourself

b4 you change other people

from the pic you will noe how good is your life right now...

[even this pic we always see...]
[but some of us do not really understand the hardship in it]

2008-04-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

life is bored!

why must we doing de same things everyday?

why must we repeat and repeat?

for wat?

dunno~

today i went school for

the choir practise...

this is becos i dun wan go for kadet polis

just few ppl went to the practise only!

two hands also can finish count~

eat eat!

at sweet heart~

RM 4.40

tired is part of everyone life~

2008-04-19T20:21:00.007+08:00

i been choose to go to

"KEM KADET POLIS PERINGKAT NEGERI"

should i happy?

should i sad?

this camp will be on 22 to 26 may 2008

is before holidays...

when is our mid year exam?

5 may?

12 may?

after holiday?

in JUNE?

i dunno...

no one can comfirm it~

even teacher...

if after holiday...

i will miss many many lesson...

how?

in lately exam i got NO 3 in Form 4...

I am sure i will not get back the same result..

and..

before go to the camp...

have to prepare many things...

every saturday have to go for

practise...

from 8a.m to 5p.m ...

i'm really tired!

but...

for my future..

will all this worth?

no one can answer me correctly...

and..

becos of this camp...

i became darker and darker...

been scolded...

and

even me ownself

felt wan to very when i look deep into

the mirror...

will I get my

feedback?

no one can answer...

[tired-practise]

my result?

no3
the 1st day i noe it..
i was so happy..
but..
the second day
some one came near to me
he/she said
[someone gv a respond when hear u get ]
[who o?what respond?]
[he/she say:HAR?wat ah?she like dat de look also can get ah?]
[ ... ]

come one
"she like dat de look" ?
what is this mean?
my physical?
whats wrong?
my head?
my body?
or wat?
dun ever
judge a book by its cover!

i really hate those ppl!

hey man!

do you noe how much

hard work i have put?

plz do not judge some one b4

you really understand bout him/her

dun been cheat by my naughty face!

so long no online~

2008-04-04T22:04:00.004+08:00

so long no online..

cannot online ?

dun wan online ?

lazy online?

answer is lazy wan online..

and busy..

actually i also dunno wat

am i busy for?

study?

also dun have a...

but juts dun understand why

i have not enough time to

do homework and study lo..

mommy had ask me

after form 5

wan go wher study?

hmzzz...

got few U dat i like..

LIMKOKWING?

TAYLOR?

this two also quite famous de

but LIMKOKWING one year bout 14K neh!

DING NG SUN!

mommy say if really wan go

have to really jimat!

no other choice?

wan go oversea study?

if can..

but..

my standard...

can meh???

which country?

CANADA?

SHY!

GAMBATEH!

but if i go there study...

how wf ___ wor?

will ___ wait me come back?

[sad]

__________________________________________

havent SPM leh!

will i think too far?

gl00my sunday-黑色星期天

2008-03-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

i am sure all you have

heard b4 that

the song gloomy sunday might

kill some one...

is that real one?

any prof for this?

actaually am i also scare of that

is that real?

but

today i had

heard the song..

is a very nice song..

nice..

will i die?

will i?

i'm scare...

but is as a experiment la..

if i have really die...

you have read this blog must tell every one that

wat ppl said is correct!

will i die?

wait for newspaper la!

hahahahahahaha!

黑色星期天 -gloomy sunday

爱,因为在心中

2008-03-15T17:48:00.003+08:00

爱,因为在心中 -lee hom and friend/

当我睁开双眼每一天(妙苗)

都会记得大家的笑脸(修罗)

明白心中勇敢又多了一点(妙苗修罗)

曾经哭泣也会看不见(可爱的小南瓜)

未来总会有别的喜悦(忧郁之蓝)

就让时间翻开崭新的一页(可爱的小南瓜忧郁之蓝)

你的音符你的脸(nicholaslee)

有种无声的语言(nicholaslee)

教我不退缩要坚持著信念(nicholaslee)

用音符画一个圈(音乐进化论)

经过都会被纪念(音乐进化论)

我想爱永远会留在你心间(音乐进化论)

每个人都拥有一个梦(合唱)

即使彼此不相同(合唱)

能够与你分享(合唱)

无论失败成功都会感动(合唱)

爱因为在心中(合唱)

平凡而不平庸(合唱)

世界就像迷宫(合唱)

却又让我们此刻相逢our home(合唱)

伤心时你会给我笑脸(ssf)

让我感受友爱的原点(饭饭)

快乐地过有风有雨的岁月(ssf 饭饭)

失望和伤心在所难免(冰兰)

都会经历漫长的严寒(irini)

让这一切在我们心中沉淀(冰兰irini)

用旋律写张信签(ourhome小5)

放入你的心褃面(ourhome小5)

手牵手记录我们爱的和弦(beat)

用音符画一个圈(死神的乐章)

经过都会被纪念(死神的乐章)

我想爱永远会留在你心间(shane)

lalalalalala~

_______________________________

爱,因为在心中

a song that a wanna share

a song that full with meaning

some ppl will dun like dis song

some ppl will like me..

will deeply fall in love...

go find find and hear lo~

happy sweet sunday!

2008-03-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

today so happy neh!

after one month no meet

today can meet him le!

i dun understand why

why every time

the day b4 meet him

we sure argue de?

why?

hehe

but every time he could make

me happy again!

sweet!

i wonder

if i could meet him everyday...

why he go work so far le?

why i need to sembunyi from

my mom le?

why my mom so straight le?

dun wan like dat lo~

sad!

no study=no exam+no computer+no online+no games!

2008-03-06T15:58:00.004+08:00

hehheh!

today finally finish my

monthly test!

but~

my chemistry exam sure "die"!

dunno how to calculate!

and even dunno

wat the question

say...

more than one week

no on computer le..

no online...

no play games!

why so guai?

cos PRINCE say so..

'online...'

'play games...'

'no study'

'no me!'

thats why so guai lo!

sleep late?

and wake up early?

now i look like a panda...

but

i still enjoy my student's

life!

[morning b4 go school!]

[p/s not yet comb hair]

my drawing?

2008-02-26T19:34:00.003+08:00

er?

got see my drawing b4 ma?

ok mou?

ugly or ok or nice or perfect?

or u not even understand bout wat i drawing?

why learn so long le i still

dunno how to draw

eyes de?

drawing till so weird!

huh~

sad!

two of my ugly drawing in my buku perhimpuan!

bored?

2008-02-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

today?

any thing special happened?

i dun think so~

just school got the 85th

sports day...

wat such sports day...

if not becos of wait to take

my price i wont go to school le...

i think pengetua sit at there also

feel sleepy...

haha~

if me is pengetua a

sure sleep very long liao lo

some more sit on the sofa..

hahah!

most happy is stpeh belanja me eat

ice cream!

she say wor

becos take no 1 in rejam lembing

so she belanja

hehe!^^

thanks steph!!

nice kacang merah ice cream

but too sweet leh!

life is like

so so bored!

why I am SUM HUI YEE?

why i'm not bla bla bla human

which got nice..

extreme...

free...

syok...

life?

why why why?

huh?yun ga lou zai?

2008-02-22T15:44:00.003+08:00

wa!

hao zha dao!

me dao di wf him got wat chou?

go untill where also see him de o?

in school also like dat!

me me not really dare to go toilet

not really wan to go to koperasi

even i'm so hungry!

make me have to ma fan other ppl

to help me buy food...

sad!

in library also the same

dao di me got how

name le?

hui yi guo qu?

chang jiang no 7?

waxxy girl?

wax girl?

noob girl?

wah liao!

how many name le?

still got other de i not yet noe de?

huh!

so kreative hor?

and dunno why go untill

where also see him de hor?

wf him got wat chou?

see him den nvm~

some more wan call hui yee

scare all along

the street de ppl dunno

my name is hui yee ah?

godness!

why got like dis de ppl de O?

sukan?

2008-02-21T19:18:00.003+08:00

this year de sukan dun look like sukan?

why why why?

no that feeling leh!

normally in MGS will every evening

do latihan sukan

this year me no do any

latihan already go for pertandingan

let teacher zha dao

i tell teacher i

long no play

need practise

teacher go tell me

"no need de la"

"can de la"

zha dao

no wonder CERGA(my team)

will always lose la!

the etacher also like dat le

the students sure more teruk de la!

den today got

pertandingan le!

saw Yxxx Bxx lompat jauh~

wah liao!

he lompat jauh or terbang jauh?

lompat till almost out of the

petak of pasir leh!

GENG!

me leh?

dunno the result yet leh~

just noe my lempar cakera

i get no2

hopefully can wakil school~

den rejam lembing leh?

not yet noe!

hope is no 1 or 2 lo!

hehe^^

very tired!

still need to go tuition tim~

haiz...

homework?

BERLAMBAK LAMBAK!

like hill that tall le lo!

no!

maybe mount is more suit to say!

RUBBISH?

2008-02-19T19:31:00.003+08:00

hmz..

i wondering ya..

MAHMUD de pekerja

never clean the

school compound betul betul de?

why still got so many

"rubbish" at corridor de?

those "rubbish"

no "place" to go liao de?

no ppl wan those "rubbish" de?

huh..

no wonder "they" look

so free de la!

some more those "rubbish"

can speak de tim!

HONG BOU MOU???

HONG BOU LEH!

yes leh!

some more "they" noe to ZHA ppl de...

GENG leh!

i hope one day

those "RUBBISH" wil be sapu into

"TONG SAMPAH!"

fat

2008-02-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

i'm so fat

nvm!

i will jia you to

jian fei!

no need to say

till so tan bai to

me!

i will be so hurt leh!

i will jian fei!

gah yao ah!

very long no online~

2008-02-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

huh huh!

so long no online le!

missing the computer so much!

so busy o?

not really!

chinese new year is so nice~

so many baby around me...

cute cute geh!

all also dun look like me de!

cos all also very pretty cute and handsome de!

this is my KL de cousin brother!

name qi yan!so cute de neh!

LI CHUN!

i also try to make li chun!

unbelieveable!

i did it!

the first time i saw LI CHUN!

hmz..

wondering

izzit many ER DONG de ppl

is call naughty?

BUt many er dong de ppl

very yeng leh!

so i also go add one

more le!

NGEH NGEH!

dun say me naughty leh!

i like yeng yeng leh!

but now my hair long le~

cant stand properly le leh!

sad sad!

when san go cut?

curi go in!

2008-02-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

wahaha!

today in the afternoon!

me and steph got leave in school

for sports practise!

after bertugas in perpustakaan

normally steph also will be there!

ngeh ngeh!

steph today sure happy lo!

ahhem ahhem got go library wor..

hahahaha

den after dat we wan to put our bag

4I __ tutup!

4J___tutup!

4K___terlalu jauh le la!

4G___curi masuk?

their door is locked..

but we manage to go in

from the behind door!

ngeh ngeh!

hahah!

some thing dat i

very scare is we put our

bag there den ppl go

lock pulak!

den jiu charm lo!

den nvm lo!

too hungry le!

so den go to the mamat

shop!

damn expensive geh!

one chicken need RM 5 wa!

too expensive le la!

SUAN!

who ask me so hungry!

den ok lo!

den go back school!

take shirt go change!

den STEPH

very sun shou de

go hayunkan the door!

AHHHH!!!

no!!!you cannot do dat!

the door now is lock!

HUH!

very hard wan open back leh!

terkepit my hand at there so so long

only can open back!

thats the padah we go curi masuk ppl

class!

hahaha!

hand red red!

hand pain pain!

scare got ooo qiang!

hahaha!

p/s:dun ever curi masuk ppl geh class room!

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2008-02-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR

wan dao le ah!

buy leng leng

liao le ma?

hong bao hong bao

wan hong bao ah!

no $ le la~

wan wan wan ah!!

this new year dao di

at where de o?

mommy!

wan go where geh?

if no den i will follow my

friend go gai gai de lo!

friend!

go where go where?

hmz..

next week got 2 more

days

need to go to school

see see which friend no go school

geh xin!

tao lan!

hate physics and chemistry!

2008-01-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

i hate this two subjects

very very much!

speacially chemistry!

hear the teacher voice

only already feel wan sleep le lo!

she have no other way to teach?

is so so so bored man!

physics

also the same..

MR chin teaching way is ok~

but only..

i dun like too count so much lo

maths also kira

add maths also kira

physics also wan to kira

you though wan watch death note meh!

KIRA KIRA!

haiz..

so bored with this two subjects!

bored school.bored class.bored teacher

2008-01-30T16:13:00.001+08:00

haiz...

every thing in the school is so bored!

nothing fun?

too sad!

today the whole day in class

really feel so so so sleepy!

even the BI

teacher dat i most like

i also feel sleepy!

DUNNO wat happen

when MORAL lesson

when teacher go out le

me trying to sleep!

well

i slept!

den not long ah tien

come disturb pulak~

ask me go toilet geh!

actually wat i wan say

today is...

THE SCHOOL IS SO BORED!!!!

too bad!

mY n3w R20 shoes!

2008-01-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday the whole day

also shopping~

mentakab?

temerloh?

this two places..

found a yeng shirt!

i really like it!

but thats nt wat i really

wanna say now!

the whole day

i was searching for a yeng yeng

geh shoes!

huh!

21:50

at last!

i saw one!

ADIDAS shoes!

very nice!

it is in white!

with some grey words!

love it!

RM 59.90

'miss...can you help me

take 39 0r 40 for me?'

'sorry,sold out..we just left 41,42 and 43'

this moment i dunno wan to be happy or sad!

but i noe that more sad den happy!

huh!

the whole day..

and at last..

but...

wondering..,

this year no new shoes?

wear old de?

ah...

sad!

and ..

today after schooL!

my parents suddenly say..

'yee...we saw at PUMA there got

one shoes very nice..wan go see a nt?'

hey!sure!!!

wow!

is nice!

totally as wat i wan!

RM 79.90 and Rm59.90

testing testing!

both also nice!

blue + white VS black grey + white

black grey is nicer!

the price...

expensive le~~

and it is white on colour!

BUT!!!

DUN worry R20

i will take care of you!!!

___________________________________________________________________

not so clear!

i hate you!

2008-01-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

i hate you!

i will remember you!

i will find out who are you!

i hate ppl who xien hai me!

i hate ppl who trying no make nonsence thing

and almost me malu!

i hate you!

hate!!!

if u trying to make once more i will

make u in trouble!

luckly this time

sudah di selamatkan!

becareful next time!

RAINBOW!

2008-01-24T18:45:00.001+08:00

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RAINBOW!

by JAY CHOU!

is nice!

soft and i feel

touching...

a song dat i always sing in school

in class!

and AH TIEN

already complain me!

[sad]

when i dun sing she say i dun sing..

when i sing she also say me..

but~

maybe really bored le gua!

hahahahah!

i have been attracted by magic~

2008-01-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

MAGIC...

some thing that i always feel is amazing!

pass..

i just like magic...

i feel very admire those who noe magic..

they very geng o~

could make many interesting thing..

.they could change de card pattern

they could change de

card colour...

they could change the position of the coin...

even make the coin dissapear~

really very geng~

i like it very much..

but i never noe success to do it...

i noe the trick..

but...

i'm not pro in those..

my hand not enough big..

i cant totally cover the card...

MISSION FAILED!

i noe that that xxx students noe

how to do magic

dat i mention just now he also can do

really pei fu him...

admiring him..

but i also hate him..

with his yong sui sound...

yong sui sikap...

yong sui acting...

yong sui gang...

but i have no complain...

for my opinion

he is actually very leng zai

very yeng zai

but...

his action make me feel he is so yong sui...

this two word..

yong sui is so suit with him~

and i wanna thanks

him cos

intro me a nice song

by jay chou~

name RAINBOW..

go find and hear ya!!

i wish...

2008-01-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

i wish my hair is so yeng!

more yeng den now..

now?

not enough yeng~

wish it to be more more yeng!

cooL!

wish my hair could be

longer..

wish I look like a boy..

dun like like a girl!

NGEK NGEK!!!

[gan chan]

hahaha!!

below is 15 of my

'sam sui'

hair style..

hope one day i also got like dat de hair..

ngek ngek!

DREAMING!

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is TOP 15 from my choice~!

mErenTas d3sa!

2008-01-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

once in a year de merentas desa

already dilangsungkan...

but...

raining...

the whole journey we

walk in rain...

omg!

why i cant hear

many k.cergas diumunkan geh?

omG!

dun tell me K.cergas will lose

this year...

OMG!!

this cant be!

no!!!

and this moment..

the rain begin

to became even more heavy~

[hooi!teacher ah!]

[u wan ur students to sick ah?]

OH MY GOD!!

where can teacher make

such things to students?

teacher sit in side pavillon...

den students?

stand under the rain?

is that so fun?

TOO BAD!!!!

we look like kena denda like dat...

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too sad with the school!

why human do so?

2008-01-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

human ...

where human come from?

god?

well..

where god come from?

no answer...

human come from animal de ma?

human and animals are the same?

not!

human is human lo~

but why some of the human is

cold-blooded?

are they human?

or they are just animal?

if u say cold-blooded human

is an animal..

but

why human can do this to animal??

watch this!!!

http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/

how can human do so...

i cried when i watch this video~

i never though

in the world there

is such human...

i really hope one day

the god

do the same one to them...

i wish one day they could feel the pain...

feel the suffer..

human~

plz dun do so~

plz...

animals also a life

plz...

do not let them suffer...

i start to be busy le..

2008-01-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

already almost the 3rd weeks le..

school activity also start liao,

and me..

also start to be busy ...

busy tuition..

busy homework..

busy latihan rumah sukan...

[i'm in cergas(red)but a bit also not cergas]

busy kawad kaki kadet polis...

actually..

i really like the busy de feelings...

but dunno why..

this times i feel so dislike it le

this months

i used alot of money le...

[sad]

i think use bout RM300 +

where all those money go?

tuition fees...

bus...

eat...

school's fees...

books...

OMG!

this cant be!

i wan to be a good daughter de leh..

where can use so much of money de o?

sei for lo~~~

again?any thing gona happen next?

2008-01-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

oh my godness!

why i dream accident

again?

could any only noe how to

[jelaskan dream]?

mommy~

[sad]

i dun wanna dream

this type of dream agian...

its scary..

i dun wan

when i wake up..

my tears on eyes...

i dun wan

when i wake up

my sweat on body...

i dun wan!

S.M.S!!!

save my soul~

*i was driving on

a shape like square square

de car...

with my family..

i not really noe

when are we going...

one that i noe is..

the road look so familar...

it look like some where in front

sin choy lee...

just a bit only different...

there was a road block..

den stop...

and i dun noe wat day is that...

but i can see many children

walking in group on

the road...

i was so careful drving...

bout 2okm/j

den dunno wat happen..

suddenly i'm not in the car...

walking with family...

a lorry...

no..

actually is "perpustakaan bergerak"

do u noe this?

ok..

den it move...

at the moment..

my heart was think...

[hey!plz stop..cant u see the children walking?]

den...

the perpustakaan bergerak

knock down

most of the children!

AHHH!!!

i realise that i scream when i saw it..

god!!

wat happening?

i can see a lot of blood..

most of the children who

carrying their little

cute bag..

had been......

god...

how could human cant see them

at the moment..

many ppl try to stop the lory..

they failed...

i dunno why...

when i saw that

i cried~

i noe one of the children?

plz dun hurt child

they have still a long journey to go~

save them~*

i did not noe..

God trying to give me any sign?

i dun noe~

its really scary~

i dun wan~

i dun wan..

give me otehr dream

[sad]

i almost die yesterday night~

2008-01-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

why do i say

i almost die yesterday night?

actually~

i just dream!!

i dun think it funny~

i almost die in it~

i have never dream

like dis before...

the god trying to

give me some sign?

*i was walking on

a street~

the street look so

familar...

but...

in my dream it is so dark~

i cant even see any thing...

while i was walking

i heard my ____ sound...

he is calling me from

some where that i can

see...

where is him...

scare?

sad?

both now is in my

heart~

where are others?

why am i alone?

i started to cry at the

street side...

and i can remember

there is a sign bord

writing...

bla bla bla...

bla bla bla KILOMETER

bla bla bla...

bla bla bla kilometer..

and the sign BERHENTI~

darkness...

i'm lost~

SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!!

some thing "BANG" me from behind~

ah~~

wat happen??

wat i can see is on dark sky~

my heart berdegup degup~

so fast leh~

this time i can even feel

it inmy real life

i was so scare...

mommy...

daddy....

where you all...

please some one

plz come save me..

dar...

where are you?

i dun wan be alone..

am i going to leave the world

soon?

too many question suddenly

appear in my mind..

for sure..

i dun wanna leave the world...

mommy ah~~

i dun wan die

please

some one come save me!!!*

when i woke up~

my eyes red..

my face sticky~

did i really cry yesterday night?

how can i dream such things?

i dun wan!

i dun this to happpen in my real life..

no!!

i hope this dream

i will not

dream again tonigh~

god~

please tell me wat happen~

do i really love art?

2008-01-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

lol do I really

love art?

or...

am i just lazy to do other

things?

so i cheat myself?

did i cheat myself?

did i cheat my family?

did i cheat my friends?

did i cheat every one?

[am I really love art?]

i always ask thing to my self...

but...

i always din get the answer...

wat my mind thinking?

do i have any bakat on drawing?

i have choose...

enginering drawing for my

form four class...

did i chose the wrong

one?

i confuse...

i always tell my self

seni is easy ..

easy to do..

easy to learn..

and easy to score

in my SPM

next year~

hope i really can follow

up...

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some of my ugly

letter drawing...

trying to

make cool one..

but

fail!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!

[lockin...i like it the most!]

[crazye3..i'm crazyGirl!]

[emo love?some thing dat i dun understand]

[shy...is also my name]

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above~is all my ugly drawing~

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i miss you so so much~

2008-01-10T18:44:00.000+08:00

i miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz ueei miz uee

i miss you~

the last time we meet is on

november 2007~

bout more

than a month we din meet~

but~

i believe that our love..

will nt end before

the world end...

i will use 100% from my

heart to

love you forever~

you had became

part of my life..

please dun

leave me alone...

i need you~

i miss you~

and

i love you~

you..

my lover...

you

din mind bout every lacking

of me..

u din mind bout my

'smelly'

and

bad sikap..

i always take you

to qu qi..

but..

u din even angry me..

u din even scold me...

u never scold me before...

wat i need..

wat i wan..

you will give...

maybe you have to wait me...

for 1 decade...

we both noe

there are alot of

impulse between us..

and

this make me

feel even more love you~

i love you more den

i love my self..

and

i love you just like

the way

you love me~

i will

record nicely

our love story in my

memories..

we had share our

love and joy..

sadness and happiness

together

for one year!

the moment be with you

is so nice...

is so sweet

when i cry...

when i sad....

when i'm not in mood..

you will never make me sad..

i wish..

you will always be

with me until the

day i leave the world...

I YOU

there is still a long journey

for you and me to walk!

i wish to walk it with you~

promise me...

accompanies me till the

day i leave the world~

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6th day of school!

2008-01-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

today 6th day le o!

still though today can get text books geh~

dunno wat to say

bout the school teacher lo~

dat day say today can get text

book....

den today also din get~

haiz...

hahazzz..

but today noe me

in which class

le!

happy!

as i choose!!

i'm now in
LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN

class!!!yahhoo!!!!!

penolong ketua tingkatan-sum hui yee

this might help my friend in class...

if nt they will gv ppl bully!

thanks ah tien!!

ermm..

actually my new classmate

not as wat i think

that bad la..

erm..

better den other class geh!

hehe!

also good...

still gt some chit chat wf

them..

[boys and girls]

they actually quite ok la...

not all also "monkey"

geh~

but this is just my

1st pandangan..

after this den dunno lo~

hope no problems la!!!

and my teacher!

she is so pretty!

she smiles a lot...

but she dunno after dat

is like how geh lo~

hmzz...

just hope nothing

bad happen to me n friends...

for this whole year~

haiya..

me not free to write le lolz...

start tuition le..

here tuition..

there tuition..

everywhere tuition..

me will go to tuition..

E A E A O!!

hahahah!!

jia you jia you jia you!!!

gambateh!!!!!!!!!

4th day of school

2008-01-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

some of my new books[nice capture]

already 2nd perhimpunan

le...
will today prhimpunan
also same noisy
as dat day a not...
huh...
at least today De line s much
more better den that day lo...
dat day de is like ppl
go see bunga api
like dat de...
very luan shui geh~

[syabas!kerana anda lebih
senyap daripada
hari itu...
beri satu tepukan pada anda]

(they we like so proud!clap
so loud man~)
(OMG!if in msg la~sure give
pengetua scold le)

i wonder
why malay said chinese
{babi...}
{ciNa balik China}
{Cina Idiot}
{and so on}

i felt...
this MALAY not competent
to say like dat to chinese~

cos...
when the prefects
sedang baca doa...
[all chinese diam]
[malay..tadah tangan..but...
mouth talking other things!]
even the chinese more
respect ur "ALLAH"
den
ur self...

you all have no
competent so "say"
the chinese!

haizzz...
teacher say...
MAHMUD "DULU" merupakan
top school de Malaysia...
is "DULU"
but now?????

they were like brainless...
even teacher sedang
"CHAI/PIJAK"
them...
they will nt understand geh..
they still clap their hand geh!

haiz...
one teacher say them..
they still clap...
two teacher scold them...
they still clap...
three ppl shout at them...
they still clap...

they really [wu ke jiu yao liao de]

really feel very sad to be
student in the school...
the school full with darkness...
hopeless...
sadness...
can i find happieness?

but wat can i do any more?
i'm already named as
pelajar "SEMUDRA"
feel so shameful with this...
[sad]

when will i leave the school?

or...

will i change my

pandangan on this school?

or maybe...

it will not have any changes....

when will this be?

god...

i'm waiting for you to

gv me happieness~

accompany my

whole other life in Mahmud...

god...

[my name wf my new school badge]

1st sunday!

2008-01-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

yam yam~
is nice nice de
ayam madu
1 for RM1.50
nice~
ho chiak!

hmz...
Sunday?
so where do u go on sunday?
some ppl said sunday family day..
but...
do they practise it?
i do~
almost every sunday
i will follow my
grandma and aunty
go 'pasar pagi'
...
hahazz..
some ppl think that it is nt fun~
but i feel its some thing fun..
one day when i go study at "outside"
den i will have no more chance
to walk pasar pagi like dis...

pasar pagi will gt many thing...
even can hear
[dua sembilan dua sembilan]
this the voice that come from "sellfish" er~
haha!
even it is so smelly at there..
but from there i can
noe many types of fish~
maybe one day when i am
ppl's wife i can use it~
is more easy for me to choose a fish...
haha!
just a day dreaming~

ayam percik!
look around..dun have~
today din sell~
but..
at last i saw ayam madu..
wats that?
ok..
lets try some~
maybe it is nice..
and maybe the oppesite~
[dada-RM2.00]
[paha-RM2.00]
[kepak-RM1.50]
ok la...
now a days
every thing becomes expensive le~
hehe!
so i have to study more harder lo!
if nt next time no money
wan yang hai zi
hahahzzzz~
day dreamer!!!!!
-.-lll

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3rd day of school~[gotong royong]

2008-01-05T12:13:00.000+08:00

haizz...
3rd day of school already
need to gotong royong..
even we not yet noe
which is our class leh~

"di minta semua pelajar
masuk ke kelas
masing2 dan mula membersihkan kelas"

teacher ah!
which is our class neh?
ppl have to clean one class..
we?
clean two class..
one scinece bio class...
one science lukisan kejuruteraan class...
tired...-.-lll

but
paling kesian is..
the school
no kain..
no newspaper...
no penyapu yang elok...
no penyodok...
no enough tables and chairs...
u know?
we lap tingkap wf newspapeer de leh!
geng mou?
geng leh!!
so cha de school...
teacher always say MGS
sekolah bantuan modal...
so very poor~
no think b4 that mahmud
sekolah kerajaan
like more poor den MGS leh!
[sad]

the class b4 we clean is
like RUMAH HANTU lo!
hao kong bu~
so dirty de class...

the LK class wa..
teacher ask the malay girls go clean..
den they clean..

peiwww...
so fast!!
already say ok liao~
clean liao wa..
padahal?
tingkap dirty...
lantai dirty...
dinding and syiling full wf web...

yucks!!
this class a?
u study lo..
if so dirty i cant study in there leh!

AAAAHHHHHCUUUUUUMMM!!!!
ngek ngeK!
some one ahcum le~
pity little friends...
all nose also so itchy~
wat to do ne?

where all those guys go?
dunno...
lost already!

and hor..izzit all chinese girl
born out for ppl to call ah moi?
i HATE ppl call chinese girl as
AH MOI!!!
HATE IT!!
no name to call a??
ah moi ah moi..
very nice to hear ah??
ANGRY AH!!!!

haiz....
no more other school le meh?
i dun wan in this school leh!!
mommy ah~~
i wan change ah~~~
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2nd day in school~

2008-01-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Photo by Jas

very nice de cake~
eat with friend after school!
very nice!!!
[deli choice cafe]

hahzz..
sure u feel pelik why
start wf second day de..
hehe^^
nothing special..
my new school is also the same..
one word can say bouthe school
[BAD]
that all!!
is enough to describe the school~

students is so bad..
in MGS...
never think u can talk
when teacher giving speech at in front
dun ever think!!!
think also also cannot!!!
but here leh?
totally oppesite leh!!

but at least today
after school with friend
go eat cake le...
nice cake
this only can make my feeling
go better a bit...

tomolo gotong royong~
dunno wat will happen again lu~