life is bored!

why must we doing de same things everyday?

why must we repeat and repeat?

for wat?

dunno~

today i went school for

the choir practise...

this is becos i dun wan go for kadet polis

just few ppl went to the practise only!

two hands also can finish count~

eat eat!

at sweet heart~

RM 4.40

tired is part of everyone life~

i been choose to go to

"KEM KADET POLIS PERINGKAT NEGERI"

should i happy?

or

should i sad?

this camp will be on 22 to 26 may 2008

is before holidays...

when is our mid year exam?

5 may?

12 may?

or

after holiday?

in JUNE?

i dunno...

no one can comfirm it~

even teacher...

if after holiday...

i will miss many many lesson...

how?

in lately exam i got NO 3 in Form 4...

I am sure i will not get back the same result..

and..

before go to the camp...

have to prepare many things...

every saturday have to go for

practise...

from 8a.m to 5p.m ...

i'm really tired!

but...

for my future..

will all this worth?

no one can answer me correctly...

and..

becos of this camp...

i became darker and darker...

been scolded...

and

even me ownself

felt wan to very when i look deep into

the mirror...

will I get my

feedback?

no one can answer...

[tired-practise]

my result?

no3
the 1st day i noe it..
i was so happy..
but..
the second day
some one came near to me
he/she said
[someone gv a respond when hear u get ]
[who o?what respond?]
[he/she say:HAR?wat ah?she like dat de look also can get ah?]
[ ... ]

come one
"she like dat de look" ?
what is this mean?
my physical?
whats wrong?
my head?
my body?
or wat?
dun ever
judge a book by its cover!

i really hate those ppl!

hey man!

do you noe how much

hard work i have put?

plz do not judge some one b4

you really understand bout him/her

dun been cheat by my naughty face!

so long no online~

so long no online..

cannot online ?

or

dun wan online ?

or

lazy online?

answer is lazy wan online..

and busy..

actually i also dunno wat

am i busy for?

study?

also dun have a...

but juts dun understand why

i have not enough time to

do homework and study lo..

mommy had ask me

after form 5

wan go wher study?

hmzzz...

got few U dat i like..

LIMKOKWING?

TAYLOR?

this two also quite famous de

but LIMKOKWING one year bout 14K neh!

DING NG SUN!

mommy say if really wan go

have to really jimat!

no other choice?

wan go oversea study?

if can..

but..

my standard...

can meh???

which country?

CANADA?

SHY!

GAMBATEH!

but if i go there study...

how wf ___ wor?

will ___ wait me come back?

[sad]

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havent SPM leh!

will i think too far?